today went to outing with my classmates.. feel so weird with the grp i alwaes with my sch.. haiz donno la.. lol acc ming to buy earpieces.. den do market research with her .. lol.. she buy phone lyk i more excited sia.. den on our wae..i saw someone.. gosh some one i avoided for many months le.. at first i tot i lyk him but after some time i got to know him better i knew he wasn't the one for me le.. so long le shld have fade le bah.. don wanna care so much oso.. i can't even control my emotions well nw..
"zhuo ni xin fu de li you.. jia gei wo".. so sweet this phrase!!.. i simple love that song!!
i liek the song "jia gei wo" by adriano!! so nice.. i yesterdae listen to the song til morning 5 am den go slp.. so damn nice.. lol.. thats wat i expect my future husband to sing to me when he propose to me ..wahaha.. funny rite.. think til so far.. but that song is realli sweet.. .lol
jux come back from tm .. went to tm with jia.. lol.. funny sia.. went to library den he still some more play with my name with the library computers.. so lame.. lol.. thanks for paying my library fines.. o0ps.. no nets with me.. hee.. went to makan ah pek.. alamakz.. wanna choke o nthe chicken when he suddenly sae "cai k" when i was eating my colesaw .. argh.. muz make fun of him oso.. everytime make me..argh.. lol. . went to tm later on .. wahaha he pei me shop the whole tm and century square sia.. go there to help me find formal wear shoes and bag wahaha.. make out so many jokes so malu.. lol.. still sae i old.. force mi to try on a metreo blouse.. its like so small and yet kena force to try for him to see .. sad.. wahaha.. in the end the rersult .. i wear come out he laugh til lyk mad!! .. argh .. the cloth is too little liao.. i think too small for me .. wahaha.. den went around walking.. den suddenly at haagen das.. he saw a fren of his!!.. den he imposed himself as his twin brother.. so irony sia.. lol.. lame lehx.. that guy quite cute and nerdy .. and yet he tricked him.. lol.. so orh sim.. wait retribution lol.. went into the vcd shop.. wahaha.. we lyk roaming the shop.. still ask me to watch emily rose.. gosh.. thats the last movie i would watch.. so scary sia.. alamakz.. i watch that movie for 15 mins and i slept thru out the movie that tym .. lol.. wahaha..went to take pics.. is he went in himself!!.. i never force him sia this tym.. i think a change of character for him.. suddenly so much interest in taking photos.. lol .. he decorated the pics himself bah everything lol.. i was lyk rotting there.. playing a fool wahaha.. my mum called.. he still accompany me sia..to the taxi stand.. WA CHANGE OF PERSONALITY !!.. suddenly become so gentleman.. lol.. still not scare my dad saw him .. alamakz.. lol.. a fun dae has passed. . haha.. nan de he has tym for me.. to entertain me.. wahaha .. -cheers-
hee went band today .. reunion of the 38 group!!.. so happy.. lol... veri tired.. thinking of sleeping now.. kk.. go koon le.. nitey..
yeah . .todae exam finish..
today i reached the exam hall.. he was there already . . still some more kicked my chair.. still some more sae i will fail my stats because i waer pink huh .. wanna kena scolded by me.. o0ps.. no la.. na li she de .. lol .. alamakz.. his calculator suddenly black out sia.. lucky can liao .. hee. .
as i was walking home with sha .. he was walking behind me.. yet i don noe.. til i turned my head.. gosh .. he was with his stead.. isaid bye to sha.. den him.. he jux weakly smiled .. he seems unhappy.. haiz.. hope that he wont sad and would enjoy himself!! i want him to be happy!!
gosh .. mon exam.. and yet now.. i am still rotting ..catwalking again. .realli gosh sia. . wish me luck tonite that i can get smthg in my head todae.. lol.. cheers
in a world of lies, you are the truth.. is is so nice isn`t it!!.. lol
just his back view.. it made my dae.. (: .. cheers!~
my dreams are dashed.. so is my hopes..
-dead heart of mine-
flawed perfections.. i am perfect and yet i am flawed ..
finally.. i felt better after telling ming and xiang abt yesterdae matter.. .still veri sad.. yin and hui also knew abt it le.. yin even cried with me. .so sorri to make ya so sad huh ..
i have fallen.. a fallen crown.. no body will ever pick up that crown..
today.. a slut come knocking on my door.. she said lots of rubbish.. and now.. my mum wants a divorce.. i prayed hard in my mind that.. she would disappear frrom this world.. and being condemned to the 18 levels of hell.. may all tortures break her..and i swear here with my heart.. i would ruin her if she dares to try anithing funny..
this is my home.. i would not abandon this home no matter wat.. nobody shall leave this home.. til i take the first step..
first time..first time in my entire life.. the mighty shadow whom i saw every night.. collapsed in a blink of eyes..
i prayed for tml.. if things get worse.. i will find that slut..who break up my family..
today will not be the end of my family..
it will be the end for the slut's family..
i am so fucking angry with myself.. i am a total failure.. an utter failure.. i am stupid.. i am so fucking clumsy .. i am so fucking ugly.. i am so fucking fat , ,ggosh. . .i cannot even do the simplest thing well!! .. argh .. no one.. no one cares.. no one bothers.. everyone thinks i am useless.. an d now.. there comes another trouble.. every body seems to noe what am i thinking. .whether if i amture to them .. oh gosh.. so fucking insecured.. i am so scared .. so insecured.. i going to have depression real soon..gosh .. i am such such a stupid idiot..
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