i am so fucking angry with myself.. i am a total failure.. an utter failure.. i am stupid.. i am so fucking clumsy .. i am so fucking ugly.. i am so fucking fat , ,ggosh. . .i cannot even do the simplest thing well!! .. argh .. no one.. no one cares.. no one bothers.. everyone thinks i am useless.. an d now.. there comes another trouble.. every body seems to noe what am i thinking. .whether if i amture to them .. oh gosh.. so fucking insecured.. i am so scared .. so insecured.. i going to have depression real soon..gosh .. i am such such a stupid idiot..

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